I HAVE BEEN HIDING….
So I need to open up the curtains to what I have been suppressing.
LET’S TALK ABOUT #FUN.
And before we do, you should know that FUN is one of my top 5 core values in life.
Always has been and always will be.
But there’s a BUT…
As I started to awaken and do the deep internal work on myself to grow, evolve, heal and become the best version of me possible – I kind of forgot to HAVE FUN in the process.
I realised I had started to SHAME FUN because I always used to associate it with alcohol or drugs, or with being completely reckless with men.
So due to my new way of life, THAT kind of fun no longer resonated with me.
And all of a sudden,
FUN had become uncomfortable, therefore non-existent.
So very quickly I felt that something major was missing in my life.
Regardless of the growth, work & personal development I had done on myself, I was feeling somewhat unfulfilled.
Even though I started to discover and create new parts of myself, I still felt like certain parts of me were missing.
My journey of awakening sometimes felt so lonely.
And part of the reason was because I was yet to find my new tribe who vibrated on the same frequency, but the other reason was that I just wasn’t having FUN!
I realised I got trapped in my limited way of thinking.
I felt that the more I awakened the more I had to act a certain way.
I climbed up on my spiritual high horse and shamed FUN!
Because (apparently), it was time to be more responsible and somewhat “prim & proper”.
I thought this is what life was going to be like now…
So awake, but SO ASLEEP.
How awesome is earth school?
I’m grateful I had already awakened to the fact that any triggers and feelings of misalignment or unfulfillment – were simply showing up as FEEDBACK.
So I did what I always do.
I faced my reality and worked through this block.
I first got clear on what FUN meant to me and what it looked like.
I quickly realised that, to me –
FUN was no longer copious amounts of alcohol, drugs, attention seeking or reckless experiences with men.
FUN IS… A way of life.
FUN IS… A state of being.
FUN IS… A high vibrational frequency.
FUN IS… Non-negotiable & essential daily.
So after I got clear on what fun meant to me and how important it is to my wellbeing mentally and spiritually,
I GAVE MYSELF PERMISSION TO EMBODY FUN BACK INTO MY LIFE.
And of course it looked completely different to what it used to look like.
I literally had to re-program FUN back into my life again!
The type of fun that resonates with me.
So as I now sit here and reflect on some recent moments and experiences in Bali, I wanted to share this short collection of photos and videos of which none have anything to do with my old way of having fun.
In fact – these photos and videos are all taken without any alcohol involved!
(But yes a drink or two were consumed after these photos, but not as a main source or having fun!)
The fascinating thing is that I hardly EVER drink alcohol anymore!
AND I HAVE MORE FUN THAN EVER BEFORE!
And I certainly don’t touch drugs.
When you reach a high vibrational state naturally by choosing to WAKE UP and doing the work on you,
you start to experience something that I describe as “daily euphoria”.
I don’t need drugs or other stimulants to feel a connection to the ‘state of being’ that I used to chase short term in multiple ways.
FUN… (laughter, joy, silliness, adventure)
IS NOW PART OF MY LIFE DAILY!
I play daily!
I laugh daily!
I giggle daily!
I’m silly daily!
I have fun daily!
I’m cheeky daily!
I can honestly say that my EVERYDAY LIFE is now filled with more FUN than ever before!
So, here’s a question for you –
Have you started to awaken and felt disconnected from FUN?
It’s time to get clear on what fun means to you and give yourself permission to live it!
PLAY VIBRATES THE SAME AS PRAY.
Let’s have some fun!!
PS – My 5 week Awaken Your Awareness online intensive is kicking off Monday! We will dive deep into who you are, what you are, why you are the way that you are, how you can connect to YOU better, and what you can do to let go of the past and start having fun again!
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