I finally decided to have that awkward conversation with myself last night.
I looked in the mirror.
I surrendered to what I saw.
I surrendered to what I felt…
I gazed deep within.
I faced the uncomfortable parts of me that I had been running away from.
The parts that I had not wanted to face.
The parts that felt so ugly that I had been numbing them.
Pushing them deeper down.
Pretending they weren’t there.
Consciously knowing that I was hiding from parts of my truth.
And so afraid to face it.
So paralysed by fear I felt sick.
But in that very moment I decided to be honest with myself.
I decided to face ALL parts of me.
I decided to own ALL dimensions.
I chose to own the parts that I had been hiding.
I chose to own the parts I had not wanted to face.
And I chose to own what I had been holding myself back from.
I decided to WAKE UP.
I woke up to me.
I woke up to my FULL truth.
I woke up to my soul & my spirit.
It was time to get raw.
It was time to get real.
It was time for change.
But I knew only I could create that change.
I knew the depth of my truth would set me free
(After it pissed me off).
But I owned it.
I brought it to the surface.
It triggered me.
It literally pissed me off.
Because I realised that my truth was my truth and I couldn’t hide from it no matter how much I tried to pretend it wasn’t there.
So honey bee..
Where is it that you have been hiding?
Where is it that you have not been honest with yourself?
What is it that you have been ignoring?
What is it that you have been numbing?
ARE YOU READY TO HAVE THAT AWKWARD CONVERSATION WITH YOURSELF?
Just like I did last night, with myself.
It was confronting.
It felt uncomfortable.
But it was the best thing I ever did.
And I know it will be the best thing you’ll ever do for yourself too.
What if you just DECIDED to have that awkward conversation… with YOU?
What if you started to face what you had been suppressing?
What if you sat down with the thoughts & emotions you had been numbing?
What if you started to be more open and honest with yourself?
Because facing the depth of your soul and your FULL truth will set you free.
(After it pisses you off – of course).
If I can continue to turn my pain into power…
SO CAN YOU.
Face your darkness so you can shine.
You were born for it baby!
Yours in Life & Soul Transformation,